I went to Wal-Mart today, buying one shirt and one cami for $11. Awesometastical! (:
Livejourrnal runs really slow on my computer. I might get a new account (fresh start?) or switch to Xanga or...Blogspot? Whatever the other major blog site is haha.
I was such a faggot! Haha!
Hopefully I'll revive this (either this or my XANGA!) and do day-by-day journal entries, like Net haha.
I think i'll let my old entries chill for a while.
They're pretty funny!
Second (ehh technically...4th) CLF chat of the summer...and like...oh man, I MISS these people! Like....I see these people on dA and stuff but it's really not the same as being in a forum with them. It's so funny to go back and see how much of a SPAZZ I was!
Haha memoriessssss.
- Music:The Kids Aren't Alright - The Offspring
EMOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
Did you feel this way about me, a couple of months ago?
The "I can't stand you anymore" feeling?
Ugggh I totally love you but.....:| Godd.
It feels like you're smothering me but I am a complete hypocrite because I have done the same things to you for the past six months.
You are finally an actual "best friend" but I don't know.
And it's not like I was totally fine without you, not at all.
How many times have I cried over you, again? I lost count.
Last week was the worst week ever. I could never repeat it for anything, it just sucked so hard. Was it because you weren't there? Like always?
Why is it me?
You said how much, how much fun you have every day.
Did I ever have a such great time without you?
Sad to say, I do now.
or "shattered" - oar
you ahve no idea how perfectly those fit my life right now.
but i don't know what to do
because i love you but
I love him....more? :x
why is my best friend a total bitch and
why is my best friend's friend a better friend to me than my best friend is to me?
But i don't know if I want to see her right now LOL! :C i got mad at her yesterday...i feel bad.
I'm contemplating whether i should wait for her to get out of rehearsal or to just give the stuff to her family (whoever opens the door) but i don't want them to open the package.
errrk...maybe i'll just wait? :/
she's come over to my house unannounced before so hah.
i am lonely.
i should be walking right now...but i don't want to. :D
do any of my super rad friends on my f-list have either of these. you should add me because i am lonesome.
http://twitter.com/rakiroad
http://www.unowen.net/tegaki/uentries.ph
- Mood:
calm
Like a shooting star across the midnight sky
time may take us apart, but i will still love you
i walk a lonely road, the only one that i have ever known
oh oh so much for my happy ending
if you could take me with you
the iv and your hospital bed
the krusty krab pizza is the pizza for you and me [LOL! :( ]
spin a dice and it's vegas rigged
Bitter spells bed of bitches in a ring
oh baby baby
breaking my back just to know your name
i like the way you never sleep
It seemed to be like the perfect thing for you and me
i envy your demise
when i am queen i will not sit
drums keep pounding rhythm to the brain
he said that he would stay forever
talking to myself and feeling old
i love you like a brother
carylon laughs and it's raining all day
1. shooting star - ddr
2. i will still love you - britney spears
3. boulevard of broken dreams - green day
4. my happy ending - avril lavigne
5. communion- theStart
6. camisado - panic! at the disco
7. krusty krab pizza - spongebob (LOL XD)
8. juicy - angelspit
9. create desire - angelspit
10. baby one more time - britney spears
11. somebody told me -the killers
12. weird - hilary duff
13. ain't it funny - jennifer lopez
14. poor impulse control - jack off jill
15. when i am queen - jack off jill
16. the beat goes on - britney spears
17. rabbiteen - jack off jill
18. rainy days and mondays - the carpenters
19. colorblind - the dresden dolls
20. pretty in pink - the dresden dolls
21. dancing for rain - rise against
- Mood:
apathetic - Music:shuffle, yo.
no
What would you do if the doctor told you that you were pregnant?
freak out, mann
Did the one person who hurt you the most in your life apologize?
no
Are you good at hiding your feelings?
i guess. i usually whine about it.
Are you wasting your time on someone?
probably.
Explain the last time you threw up:
uh, pass.
Last thing that made you cry:
you
Do you have a bad temper?
sometimes
Do you think you'll be married in 10 years?
idk
How many funerals have you been to in your lifetime?
none
How often do you think about suicide?
not very often
What is your deepest fear?
uh :|
Do you REALLY love all your family?
not really
What do you want to believe in?
what kind of gay question is that?
Do you have a secret crush on someone?
heh, "secret". what am I, in 7th grade?
Are you proud of who you are?
no
Do you feel alone even in crowded rooms?
depends who the crowd is.
What is the worst thing a person could do to you and still be forgiven?
anything. i'm an easy forgiver because I'm weak like that.
You're dying in 10 seconds, what are your last words to your best friend?
i love you.
...to your worst enemy?
i hate you?
Do you care if people hate you?
it depends
Freedom or safety?
both
Think of a random person, and give them a message here, no names:
i love yooou.
Has a song ever made you cry?
yes
A book ever made you cry?
heh, Twilight. I wept for all great literature.
Is the world crumbling to pieces?
slowly but surely.
Name on moment where you couldn't control your rage:
uhh whenever I'm mad at my brotherr.
Name one moment where you sincerely wanted to just die:
whenever i'm in severe pain.
For the last one, just say anything you want, anything at all:
my leg hurts.
01. i don't think you understand but it's okay.
02. quit flirting with me. you suck at it and you make me feel uncomfortable. >:| i don't know who the hell you are anyway; all i know is that you sit behind me.
03. pay attention to me, even if all your other friends are in that class.
04. it's hard to talk to you, but you're an awesome person and you lend me money on jamba juice days...if i go up and get it for you, of course. hahaha.
05. what happened to us? we never talk about the old days. now it's always the future. are we going to stay or not? you're difficult.
06. if i could flash-back to 7th grade science I'd do it in a heartbeat just so we could pass notes again.
07. get your grades up, stupid. i miss you.
08. you're not bisexual, you're gay.
09. when you hide your true self, honey you ain't never gonna get married.
10. wake up. i'm right here. don't you see?
Nine Thing
01. caramelldansen is annoying
02. twilight sucks
03. i don't know, i'm not an interesting person really.
04. teal is my favorite color.
05. old cars are cool
06. the 90's were rad
07. uhh im tired
08. your motherrr
09. i liek my keyboard :B
Eight
01. be there for me
02. be there for me
04. be there for me
05. be there for me
06. be there for me
07. be there for me
08. heh, skipped #3.
Seven
01. that one person
02. songs
03. that other person
04. you know what? all my friends
05. complex equations
06. your motherrrrrr
07. oh yeah
Six Thing
01. think about you.
02. listen to my ipod
03. brush my teeth
04. lie awake for about 4 hours because of my insomnia.
05. draw sometimes
06. wash my FACEE
Five Peopl
01. yessy-cake
02. loganberry, logan-pop, logan-licious.
03. jennifer i-forgot-her-nicknamee.
04. melissasaucee.
05. i drew a blank on the 5th name and i feel bad about it.
Four Thing
01. wave t-shirt
02. ucla pajama pants
03. hollister jacket
04. socks
Three
01. let the record show - emilie autumn
02. art of pretension - scarling
03. the whole freakin' 'who killed amanda palmer?' album.
Two Thing
01. love someone
02. contribute to society.
One Confe
01. i love you.
...kinda.
- Mood:
sleepy - Music:caribou and cake - scarling
thank you dad!
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